Oh joy, the start of another month and I am still out there in the mean cold economy without
employment!
It is kind of odd that my own feeling of self worth can be dictated completely by the way
that I spend my days or the income that I bring in to the household. I know that I’m actually
a decent person yet having this one thing missing has a profound effect on me.
The part that I suppor that I am really not happy about is that if I had started going to
the gym when all this has started I would be in pretty darn good shape right now. There is no
real exscuse for not having gone since the gym isn’t even two miles from my house. For some reasonI have preferred to sit in the safety and shelter of my home and hide from everything, apparently even myself (yet amazingly I haven’t had to hide from food at all).
What am I getting at with all of this? Nothing really. No real point what so ever. Just
recording some of my thoughts. Guess I’m still just a little bit bummed by such a low turn out
for Halloween and I’m probably crashing from a sugar high right now.
-WW